The Gift of Morpheus

Diotima Sophia

[Note: Originally published in Refuge: Tales of Myths and Magicks. Reprinted with permission of the author.]

The Agon.

The poetry contest.

He could hear – all over the island – the studied, measured voices of the choruses, raised in praise and song. He could hear the lone orators, perfecting, honing their words – this turn of phrase, that inflection. He could see – but not hear (for which he was thankful) – young Samos down by the shore, practicing in what he called “the time honoured manner”. Perhaps someone should explain to him the difference between pebbles and sand ….

He, himself, had nothing to practice.

Or rather, nothing worth practicing. The clay was worn thin with his scribblings and smoothings.

And his hearth remained warm from the serried offerings.

Yet the Muses turned away … and his voice was silent.

He laboured – he battled his thoughts, his desires, his heart.

He had never won at the Agon – but he knew – he knew – that he could make an offering worthy of the greats, worthy of the gods.

If only .…

His head, gravid with the unborn beauty of words, fell to his chest, and his hands slipped their hold on the chair .…

And he knew….

Splendour

Glory

Passion beyond all understanding

Colours more vibrant than the eye could understand

Sounds too beautiful for the ear

Love that surpassed the human heart

And

Grief

Deeper than the darkened realm.

And over it all, the sonorous voice,

Remember”

He won the Agon that year.

And every year after, until he withdrew, to let the young ones have a chance.

But he would take no praise.

For in the end

All that he gave them

was the detritus of dreams.

 

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